I want to feel like it's okay to choose a different road at this point of my life.
Everyone has potential to do what they're ardent about in life but it just comes down to realising what it is. I may have wondered for the past 5 years, back and forth with courses, back and forth with motivation, back and forth with stress.
But, i've realised. I know what i want to do now.
I don't want to say that i've wasted or regretted the past 5 years doing 'shit' i settled for but rather all the 'shit' i've been doing are all learning experiences.
I've learnt, and now i move on.